Making that decision was difficult as fuck. All the conditions were right (except the goddamn thing called A levels), yet I decided not to go ahead with it. Not due to studies, mind. Even if I do get into a relationship, there will still be things I put ahead of the other person. Who I am will never change, my beliefs, my actions, my manner of speech, the music which is such an integral part of my life. Never. Ergo, it isn't exactly fair to seek out a girl and demand she accept me for who I am. Unless the acceptance comes willingly, its pointless. But if it does, that is so fucking rare and I will never let her go. But til this magical person appears, I'm all by myself.
Matt Parson's musicmanship and songwriting abilities are still blowing my mind, with DLP's release. Alas Tyranny's music has so many classical elements it hits my own sweet spot right on the head. Symphonic =/= Nightwish, its equivalent to Alas fucking Tyranny.
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